*randomness*

song: ai qing zhuan yi-eason chan
mood:crappy,bored

its been a while since either of us blogged. due to our SUPER busy and tight schedule!!

oh wells as for me sem break started like three days ago and it will last for like 6 weeks. went back to penang for the weekend and now im back here in k.l thinking that all the plans that ive planned out for this long break will work out but yea like u can guess none of it worked out. :D

i hate to admit this but this sem break is killing me.. for the past two months i was hoping that i have a break due to the deadlines of projects and assignments now i wish that im busy =.= ironic isnt it?

as much as i want to bitch about someone right now but wells lets just drop the topic because i wouldnt wanna stoop as low as him to blog about ME on HIS blog and MOCK ME continously.thinking so highly about yourself. you have to admit that yea people hate your guts for it. if u wanna spit those stuffs u said about me on ur blog why dont u come and spit it like a man on my face. i know your a coward. just because you think your right doesnt mean that you are. you dont even know wats going on.but watever. its like u cant get enough of my life. tell u wat u can mock all you want i dont give a damn about it. you can go on ranting for all i care.

yea most probably u wont see the same me anymore when u see me in like 6 weeks or so in school. ive been hiding alot. not because im a coward i just need time for myself XD

dang im so random in this post XD

-rei-

Mistake

I made 2 biggest mistakes of my life in 2 days. 1st, i strained the relationship between me and the seniors and everyone else by saying something stupid. something idiotic something which i am NOT suppose to even mention. What a fool i am.

2nd, i made another huge mistake by doing it with a good intention but wrong move. I strained my relationship with my best best friend in the world.

I have nothing left. It is allll myy fault. there's no turning back... nope. i don't deserve a second chance. but i thank those people who put up with me for sooo lonnggg (: thanks! now i'm gone, u guys must be cheering (: heeee


mel

random

Lets talk about time today.
from the moment we enter this life, we are already in the flow of it. we measure it, we mark it, we cannot defy it. we cannot even speed it up or slow it down. .. .. or can we? have not we each experienced the sensation of the beautiful moments seem to pass too quickly and wished we could make it linger?
or felt time slow, on a dull day, and wished we could speed things up a bit.

i cannot control my emotion either, it is too much dependent on the surrounding. if i can choose my surrounding, does it mean that i am the master of my own thoughts?.. what does freedom really means.



Mel

Numb

I worked from 11am to 6pm today but no income. because my job is commission based, and because i didnt get any sales.. i've got no pay... sian.

but aiya.. like siew said, i am positive haha. but there's a limit to everything. yuppss. my boss mr. ben has been asking me "ehh mel u ok not? stressed?" i said i was alright, which wasn't entirely true.. i was quite tired.. but not demoralised. yet.

i dragged myself to go to work because it was raining very heavily and i thought to myself that i would regret if i don't go. hmm.. i don't think i made a wrong decision.

things will only get better. because i have already hit the rock bottom.



Mel

Knowing

heh. busy is good. look at me. i'm slacking like a dog... not because i want to, but its because i really have nothing to do. and i. don't. like. it. at. all.

and mehh.. she won't like me la.. i know that. but i cant stop myself.. silly boy hahaha. knowing, understanding, and practising are 3 very different things.. D: how much i wish she could just ignore me.. but she didnt.. zzz..

and siew, shouldn't you come here and let me slap you? hahaha

anyways.. i hope i can get a job asap.... -________________-'' i'm really too bored at home!!




Mel

busy busy busy

Song: It's Not OVer - Secondhand Serenade
Mood: stressed

woot long time i havent blogged..
wells nothing much about me.. just SUPER busy with uni T__T
sorry to hear that mel.. just be friends with her first.. perhaps she will give u a chance.. who knows rite.
dont know dont know.. exam is in like 2days!!
so much to do but so lil time.. T__T
but at least i can get my mind off alot of things :D

-rei-

REJECT SHOP

Always get rejected. rejection is my middle name liao.

2 more days start working le, and i'm gonna get more 'no's by then. rejection is like a norm to me now. pffftt..


Mel

D:

the more i think about it the more i find it ridiculously unfit. yet i have to do that to move on with life aint i? :D

ooohhh i can't wait until next monday when i start working!!! >_<"!!!!!!!!!!



Mel

together

ever realised the word together = to-get-her? lolol
very cheesy rite? XD
hmm, this thursday imma celebrate her belated bdae w her hmmmmm, kekeke


Mel

FINALLY ITS OVER

yes... exam's over.. there goes my year 1 engineering.. sigh...

messed up severely and not so severely on two things. (my physics, material science paper and her) i'm counting down on my freedom now, 10 days left before i start working... should i be glad? i don't know. i know i am thrilled and am really really eager to work(for both the experience and money, and i get to dressed up nicely everyday wootss)! but some part of me's telling that i dun really want it.

mehh.. -__-'' guess i don't really want a holiday afterall. if i ever need one, i'd need to travel, and not be working..

ooh.. and someone confessed to me yesterday... lmao... =____='' i wish i have her courage right now. hahahaha



Mel