Playing Tricks on Ourselves

randomness

2009-10-13T00:10:00.004+08:00

song: ai qing zhuan yi-eason chan
mood:crappy,bored

its been a while since either of us blogged. due to our SUPER busy and tight schedule!!

oh wells as for me sem break started like three days ago and it will last for like 6 weeks. went back to penang for the weekend and now im back here in k.l thinking that all the plans that ive planned out for this long break will work out but yea like u can guess none of it worked out. :D

i hate to admit this but this sem break is killing me.. for the past two months i was hoping that i have a break due to the deadlines of projects and assignments now i wish that im busy =.= ironic isnt it?

as much as i want to bitch about someone right now but wells lets just drop the topic because i wouldnt wanna stoop as low as him to blog about ME on HIS blog and MOCK ME continously.thinking so highly about yourself. you have to admit that yea people hate your guts for it. if u wanna spit those stuffs u said about me on ur blog why dont u come and spit it like a man on my face. i know your a coward. just because you think your right doesnt mean that you are. you dont even know wats going on.but watever. its like u cant get enough of my life. tell u wat u can mock all you want i dont give a damn about it. you can go on ranting for all i care.

yea most probably u wont see the same me anymore when u see me in like 6 weeks or so in school. ive been hiding alot. not because im a coward i just need time for myself XD

dang im so random in this post XD

-rei-

Mistake

2009-06-01T16:12:00.002+08:00

I made 2 biggest mistakes of my life in 2 days. 1st, i strained the relationship between me and the seniors and everyone else by saying something stupid. something idiotic something which i am NOT suppose to even mention. What a fool i am.

2nd, i made another huge mistake by doing it with a good intention but wrong move. I strained my relationship with my best best friend in the world.

I have nothing left. It is allll myy fault. there's no turning back... nope. i don't deserve a second chance. but i thank those people who put up with me for sooo lonnggg (: thanks! now i'm gone, u guys must be cheering (: heeee

mel

random

2009-05-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

Lets talk about time today.
from the moment we enter this life, we are already in the flow of it. we measure it, we mark it, we cannot defy it. we cannot even speed it up or slow it down. .. .. or can we? have not we each experienced the sensation of the beautiful moments seem to pass too quickly and wished we could make it linger?
or felt time slow, on a dull day, and wished we could speed things up a bit.

i cannot control my emotion either, it is too much dependent on the surrounding. if i can choose my surrounding, does it mean that i am the master of my own thoughts?.. what does freedom really means.

Mel

Numb

2009-05-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

I worked from 11am to 6pm today but no income. because my job is commission based, and because i didnt get any sales.. i've got no pay... sian.

but aiya.. like siew said, i am positive haha. but there's a limit to everything. yuppss. my boss mr. ben has been asking me "ehh mel u ok not? stressed?" i said i was alright, which wasn't entirely true.. i was quite tired.. but not demoralised. yet.

i dragged myself to go to work because it was raining very heavily and i thought to myself that i would regret if i don't go. hmm.. i don't think i made a wrong decision.

things will only get better. because i have already hit the rock bottom.

Mel

Knowing

2009-05-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

heh. busy is good. look at me. i'm slacking like a dog... not because i want to, but its because i really have nothing to do. and i. don't. like. it. at. all.

and mehh.. she won't like me la.. i know that. but i cant stop myself.. silly boy hahaha. knowing, understanding, and practising are 3 very different things.. D: how much i wish she could just ignore me.. but she didnt.. zzz..

and siew, shouldn't you come here and let me slap you? hahaha

anyways.. i hope i can get a job asap.... -________________-'' i'm really too bored at home!!

Mel

busy busy busy

2009-05-05T20:57:00.001+08:00

Song: It's Not OVer - Secondhand Serenade
Mood: stressed

woot long time i havent blogged..
wells nothing much about me.. just SUPER busy with uni T__T
sorry to hear that mel.. just be friends with her first.. perhaps she will give u a chance.. who knows rite.
dont know dont know.. exam is in like 2days!!
so much to do but so lil time.. T__T
but at least i can get my mind off alot of things :D

-rei-

REJECT SHOP

2009-05-03T01:12:00.001+08:00

Always get rejected. rejection is my middle name liao.

2 more days start working le, and i'm gonna get more 'no's by then. rejection is like a norm to me now. pffftt..

Mel

D:

2009-04-29T09:51:00.002+08:00

the more i think about it the more i find it ridiculously unfit. yet i have to do that to move on with life aint i? :D

ooohhh i can't wait until next monday when i start working!!! >_<"!!!!!!!!!!

Mel

together

2009-04-27T13:23:00.002+08:00

ever realised the word together = to-get-her? lolol
very cheesy rite? XD
hmm, this thursday imma celebrate her belated bdae w her hmmmmm, kekeke

Mel

FINALLY ITS OVER

2009-04-24T16:04:00.002+08:00

yes... exam's over.. there goes my year 1 engineering.. sigh...

messed up severely and not so severely on two things. (my physics, material science paper and her) i'm counting down on my freedom now, 10 days left before i start working... should i be glad? i don't know. i know i am thrilled and am really really eager to work(for both the experience and money, and i get to dressed up nicely everyday wootss)! but some part of me's telling that i dun really want it.

mehh.. -__-'' guess i don't really want a holiday afterall. if i ever need one, i'd need to travel, and not be working..

ooh.. and someone confessed to me yesterday... lmao... =____='' i wish i have her courage right now. hahahaha

Mel

finally

2009-04-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

Song:Kiss GoodBye (Wang Li Hom)
Mood: sleepy

my feelings were right! war started!

bored bored ~

cant sleep

_rei_

weekend is here~

2009-04-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

Song:Again (Faber Drive)
Mood: normal/bored.

lols for the first time i went late for class.. i was like 30mins late!!
why late? cos of the bloody essay. i was too into finishin my essay till i forgotten to look at the time my class was at 11 but when i looked up from my essay it was like 10:49am im like WTF oh noooo
rush to the shower 5mins later rush out the house n whee drive to school.. and my friend she said she will wait for me infront of her apartment she wasnt there had to wait for her summore =.= not helping lols. kena scolding.. =.=

meh weekend is here.. usually ill be lookin forward to weekends especially long ones.. but not this time..
why? cos my aunt is pissed at my uncle.. i can "feel" that a war is coming soon...
i need to run.. i need to hide... but where? thats the question..
i wanna run somewhere!!!

-rei-

Another Great Day

2009-04-15T20:09:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to : Mad World by Adam Lambert

yeh rei, and shiro, i know .. we all know the philosophy of "why frown a day when u can smile" ... but just can't help it sometimes.. we are human with moodswings. even monkey has that (cats too.. i hate cats)

if you ever realised, it is always the small and petty stuffs that made us happy/sad/emo/angry/wadeva.. they are not so petty after all. they made our lives interesting isnt it (: little things like, your friend scolded today, or you saw a cute baby on the way home, or you got irritated by a gay couple kissing on the street,... yupps, u know waht i'm saying.

just that.. i feel that i'm running in a circle. i'm going nowhere. its perceptual blindness tat kept me running, and when i realised it, i'm already back at the starting line.. nothing achieved, nothing done. so sad hor?...

haiz.. i mugged in library today, quite fun. haha. yay i love mugging i love library i love books i love physics i love management i love bueno i hate saturdays i hate trains I HATE GREEN TEA I HATE KITKATS!!! (:

Mel

T__T

2009-04-15T14:12:00.003+08:00

Song: Viva La Vida (Coldplay)
Mood: Contented/Happy/ LOL

ehh what happened to you? been feeling like that since highschool already. the GREY matter @.@ lmao!!

Why wanna frown over those silly n petty stuffs.. life still goes on what.. why not smile instead and laugh over it lols!! :D

we learn new things everyday. :) lmao SMILE!!!!!! :D :)

- a sot sot rei - lmao

part and parcel of life

2009-04-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

feel so sorry for your encounters.. that's definitely not cool to have friends like that.. but its just part and parcel of life siew (: some people often get underappreciated. just keep doing it if u think its justifiable..

i had my lesson today also. why would ppl wanna show that they care when they don't. i just don't understand. i dun like grey. make it clear if u dun give a damn and i wud appreciate that. thank you.

i'm gonna lay back some valuable times with my jc friends now. i don't want to be centerhead now. i even thought of quitting. zzzz.

Mel

PISSED

2009-04-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

im SUPER pissed dunno whats wrong with me

-rei-

just ranting~~~

2009-04-14T20:26:00.005+08:00

Song:If Everyone Cared(Nickelback)
Mood:Happy/Content

Its been a long time since i last blogged. No thanks to the break i became more and more anti-social. Anyways i'm sort of back over here well i need a place to rant lol :p

Lets start! Finally my super long semester break is over! the day started pretty well as usual caught up in the massive traffic jam never mind that 'cos im getting my results! i picked up a few friends and we are in school! woots back in school:D

Anyways todays blog is about this "friend" of mine lets name her "J" who thinks that shes " oh so great pls worship me" kinda person. Gosh i just realised how HORRIBLY fake she can get. i have been GOING out in groups with her hating me right in front of my face and i dont know!@.@Again people do have the rights to hate me like i care!~ but again what did i do? TODAY i jus realised that she hates me but she STILL ASKS me out! i mean like WTF u hate me then u ask me out for?? ill eventually enjoy although u guys talk about your stupid cabal game ill just listen or wander quietly to my another world.. and u guys blame me for not talking?! what is there that i can add to ur topic of game when i dont give a damn about gaming and i dont even play that crap!~.~ AND u did hurt my coursemate/bestfriend BADLY i havent said a single thing because i respect u as a friend what more do u want from me? anyways this is like only 1/8 of what she did! OH i forget to add she needed someone to listen to n talk to i was there for her.. guess what she said?! " I DONT WANT YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO FAR" i mean give me a break. we are from the same uni.. its like if u need someone i can be there for u after uni and all rite? and she still have the guts to tell "E" that nobody freaking cares about her!! den "E" came to me n said she needs a GIRL friend n im a guy i dont know how GIRLfriends work as. its like WTF rite she said that she doesnt want me to listen den now what?! honestly i dont think what ive done so far is wrong.. now u hate me thanks to u girl i owe u a HUGE one.!! i TOTALLY deserve it! i hope that ur fakeness will do some good in ur life! thanks for ur fakeness!

-a pissed of rei-

A thought.

2009-04-10T09:52:00.002+08:00

If one day you wake up and asked to make a wish what would it be?
I would wish for our love to last for eternity until you see an orange growing on an apple tree.

L.O.L.

Mel

Tired

2009-04-08T02:42:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 6pm today (my today means tuesday, now its wednesday 3am here)...
had lots of short dreams but i can recall none, well maybe one.. maybe two.. but... nvm
OMG maths is so difficult! but i like it, at least somehow i know i will be able to solve them no matter what. unlike physics, i can just literally stare at the solution and got no clue at all. AT ALL.

pingu, wad's so exciting o.O?! tell me tell me!!
rei i haven't talk to you for days le, last night (my last night refers to monday night) i din really even talked to you.. you ok? talk to me when you're ready to, k? i'll wait.

Mel

Greetings

2009-04-07T09:10:00.001+08:00

exam's coming really soon. in like.. less than 8 days to my first paper.. then onwards will be 4 papers in 3 consecutive days. shrugs.

all the best to me. wish me luck. i really need a good sem.

Mel

Troubled

2009-04-05T18:51:00.002+08:00

So many things happened suddenly.. sigh..
life is wonderful isn't it, you never know what's coming for you, that's why we look forward for the future, that's why we hope.
sometimes.. there's just something that we have to handle on our own, its so personal that.. there's really no one else other than yourself who can truely understand you.
i know there's nothing much i can do but i'll try my best to assist, to help her through. she's having a really hard time.

rest in peace.

Mel

2009-04-04T17:33:00.003+08:00

meh.. today's a pretty boring day.. i slept thru my whole afternoon hahax

rei!! ok! i'll remain active then kekeke altho my exam's coming in like a week's time.. -__-""

pigu! what's wrong about selling insurance lol, life is without warning sign! i assure u i'd b very ethical :D

anw, here's a very nice song by christine glass

My Love Will Get You Home - Christine Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

enjoy folks (:

Mel

1.6million

2009-04-04T00:02:00.003+08:00

aihzz.... 1.6m SGD kena kope by someone le... T________T 再接再厉!! tmr i go try again :D

today is a very good day. i love first week of april. its the best.

Mel

WONDERFUL

2009-04-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

this week is the best week ever!!
first monday's maths quiz was amazingly simple
tuesday's phys test was ubbbbeeerrr ez!!
today's computing test i finished in 7 minutes!!!!!
afternoon i got an email said that im accepted for the summer internship!!!!!

WHAT ELSE MORE CAN I EXPECT?!?!?!
i have a feeling that i'll strike the lottery tmr, 1.5m!!! i have a lucky week! woots!

Mel

@.@

2009-04-01T20:18:00.002+08:00

i dont know how to edit the HTML codes T__T
looking for miss pigu T__T
need help le !!

-rei-

Advice = No Advice

2009-03-31T21:32:00.000+08:00

lols WAKE UP MEL WAKE UP!!!!
nobody can help u d!!!

theres nothing i can say d jus go with the flow
AND stop doing insane things like this @.@

muahahaha!. go hit ur head against the wall ba.!

-rei-

someone is NUTS

2009-03-31T21:23:00.001+08:00

i need a new mouse!!
give me that mouse that u've jus bought!!!!

LOOLS

ok byez im too free LOL!

-rei-

MOUSE

2009-03-31T21:21:00.000+08:00

this morning, she told me her mouse spoiled. then i told her that i have some popular bookstore vouchers, can use them to buy stuffs.
then she told me "u can buy foolscap, stationery, printer ink.. bla bla.."
i said "well, i can buy mouse!"
haha obviously she said no, she said dun waste it.
I just told her that its not wasted. (: after that, she agreed! and i told her i can shop for her coz i think i know her taste (she offered to shop w me but i rejected).
hahaha, in the afternoon right after my test, i went to Jurong Point and bought a mouse for her. I sms'd her asked for her opinions and she just said "i trust you that you will know my taste". bleh.

i can't stop wondering why am i doing these stupid stuffs.. rei advise please? i'm stupid. idiotic i know. but i can't stop. its like drugs!

Mel

I LOVE PHYSICS CA 2

2009-03-31T20:47:00.001+08:00

OHHH MYY GOODNESSS, the paper was soo simple! ahahaha, i love it! yeh i bet everyone will do well, but isnt that good? hehe. thanks mr. ooi, you are the best! wahahaha. good way to start off a week. (:

Mel

Hard Time On Doughnuts

2009-03-31T10:04:00.000+08:00

J: I am having a hard time deciding which doughnut to eat.
S: I'm not! Cake all the way.
J: Yes - with Cake, you get the texture. But I think I want more than texture. I want flavor.

Woman at the counter, laughing to herself: Um, ok.
J: OK, I'll get the glazed doughnut with chocolate icing.

After:
J, peeling off the glazed icing: I should have gone Cake.

i guess most people are like J. right?

Mel

2009-03-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHA. THE QUIZ WAS EZ!!! THANKS MR. GUNAWAN (although ur a sly fox)!!!! MUAKZZZZZZ!!!!!

I LOVE MATHS!!!!

10.13am

2009-03-30T10:13:00.001+08:00

yesterday itself my day is pretty boring.
it started with nagging and ended up with nagging. lols! fun isn't it!

my afternoon nap was really really disturbing.
i've been having nightmares since i came back for sem break.
EVERY SINGLE night ive all this disturbing dreams.
but again its only dreams. its not real (altho horrifying)

oh then i did help mel to do his assignment. actually i only did help make his work MORE DIFFICULT. hehe altho im pretty much proud of myself for messing it up more! :p

-rei-

Screwed

2009-03-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

OK NOW ITS 2AM!!! i just finished my online physics assignment. super duper tired. but still have to study for my tmr's quiz.. zzzzz! arghh i hate physics!

THUNDER RAIN

2009-03-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

i just jumped from my seat coz of that thunder!!! SUPER LOUD CAN?! the split second lightning beam is damn glaring ( i just happened to look that way), i suspect that its just less than 150 meters away from me o.o

omgomgomgomg, rei helping me to do my report now, which is due on this coming tuesday, i have a maths quiz tomorrow, still have one more tutorial to go through before i can start revising. a physics quiz on tuesday, tutorial 6 to 10. shit. wednesday > computing quiz again!! argh.... tutorial 1-9... fuck..

rei, i really really hope that i can be as bored as u now, coz bored = nothing to do!!

Mel

lols

2009-03-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

finally im here to spam.. im jus spamming for the sake of spamming cos wells im super bored.. another 12 days before a new sem starts! ahhh *pulls hair*

this mel rite he is super super stubborn ( nothing to say about him d )
dont think so much d!!!!
if not.... kakaka

-rei-

2009-03-29T08:45:00.000+08:00

BREAKING NEWS: NTU EEE another prof died!!! =0!!! so scary.. 3rd case this year, and now its only march.. should i change course? lol..

car accident...

Mel

2009-03-28T22:39:00.001+08:00

let mel starts off this blog (:
mel initiated and decided to blog with rei because he needs a space to voice out his thoughts so much.. and rei is the ideal friend to blog with simply because rei is mel's secret friend that no one knows muahahaha.

mel is hving his final in like 16 days. gosh. and he is now a bit distracted by a gal (G). shit. haha. rei suggested mel to stop seeing G because mel told rei tat G is not interested in mel the way mel does!
but mel is stubborn. anyways. after this post, mel's going to mug for his upcoming maths quiz on monday. yups..

hopefully mel will see rei's post the next time he see this page. (:

Mel

2009-03-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

This blog is proudly brought to you by Rei and Mel. kekeke. PTO FTW haha

Mel